SELF
When
I was in the seminary, there were times that I became so anxious. I don’t know
what to do. I even tried to think every night who really am I. There were times
that it is so difficult to know myself, to understand myself. Every day, I
always try to think of things that are related to me and I write it down in my
notebook. Then, one day, I realized that we are brothers so I tried to open up
myself to one of my brothers. I shared my background and my problems. I also
shared the happy moments in my life and if there are happy moments, there are
also sad moments.
I
asked a postulant brother, “Kuya, what do I need to do for me to know myself?”.
“Go back to your past, travel through time, think about it and reflect. There I
realized that it is so good to be me.
During
the preliminary term, we were given an article about where could you find self.
Let me share you my reflection:
Where Am I? is a beautiful and inspiring
article made by Daniel Dennett, a Distinguished Arts and Sciences Professor, a
Professor of Philosophy, and the Director of the Center for Cognitive Studies
at Tufts University. He also published a lot of articles and books.
In the story, there are four main characters:
Yorick, Hamlet, Hubert and Fortinbras. Yorick is the original brain of Dennett
which was removed to avoid the high risks of the mission. Hamlet is the
original body of Dennett which was left in the interior of the earth due to the
malfunction of the system operating Yorick and Hamlet. Hubert is the copied
brain or the twin of Yorick and Fortinbras is the copied body or the twin of
Hamlet.
At
first, I had a bit of difficult and confusion with the story because of the
names and the sequence of the story. I had a hard time of reflecting on it
because I wasn’t able to literally experience it, yet. It is said that it is
hard to explain or share something without experiencing it. It is also hard for
the listeners to believe someone who preaches something he or she is not
following or doing, or he or she hasn’t experienced it yet. But because of the
use of my imagination, I was able to come up with this reflection.
I just reflected on some things. These are the
inseparableness of the three main parts of a person. These are the brain, the
body and the consciousness. The brain is the one that controls the body,
without the brain, stimuli will not be responded without the central nervous
system. The body is the one that show the movements of the person and it shows
the movements instructed by the brain. The body also shows it’s responses to different
stimuli. These three work together with each other.
For example, a basketball team is composed of a
lot of members. These are the coach, the assistant coach, the team captain, the
players, the towel boys and water boys.
Everyone acts with different functions but they are one. There must
nobody lacking. Without the coach, the players will have a difficulty in their
strategy. Without the players, no one will play. If the players are lacking,
they will not be allowed to play. Without the team captain, who will lead the
team playing on-court? Without the towel boys, how will the players wipe their
sweat immediately to avoid getting sick? Without the water boys, there is a
possibility that the players will be dehydrated. Therefore, a team lacking will
not be able to function well. The coach is the brain, the rest is the body and
their “consciousness” is to win the game.
With all of these factors, they will be one. The
same as the person, with all its factors, everything will be in harmony.
FREEDOM
According to the Philosophy of Human Person,
Freedom is given three points. These are the Determinism, Libertarianism and
Compatibilism. But before all of these points, there is an example given
regarding Skinner’s thought but I will not use it. Instead, I will use another
example. Let’s use as an example the story of the Good Samaritan. One day, a
man was robbed, beaten and was left half-dead on the road when he was in his
way to Jericho. Three men passed by the same road that the man has taken. They
are the Pharisee, the Levite and the Samaritan. The first two men just passed
by the half-dead man and left him without sympathy. They did not do anything to
rescue the poor man; instead, they just walked as if they did not see anything.
The third one, the Samaritan, despite of the fact that he is a Samaritan while
the half-dead man is a Jew and they were citizens of two different and opposing
countries, he disregarded this thought and helped the man, gave him a drink and
brought him to an inn where the half-dead man can rest and recover.
Man has his own will, a power or capacity of
man, to decide and make a choice. Choices are the factors that help us to
deliberate which the best way to do or the best thing to have. Choices are made
by the person himself. Choices depend upon a person’s motives and decisions. Motives are used to prove something is
something or not. Choice is already chosen even before the question.
In the story, the three men were given choices
to help the poor man or not, to feel sympathy over the poor man or not, and to
stop the journey to help the poor man or to continue walking and continue his
journey. The first two men, they chose to continue their journey while the
Samaritan decided to stop first his journey to help the poor man. This choice
of the Samaritan has shown his motive to feel sympathy for the poor man and to
help him despite of the separation of their nationality. This also gave us an
idea on a good behavior on how we must act with our less fortunate brothers and
sisters. But, the Samaritan did not think of popularity or fame after helping
the man. Again, choices were given, to help for the sake of fame or to help for
the sake of friendship and love. And again, a decision was made. This showed us
that the Samaritan has a good motive and character which were determined by the
Samaritan’s PAST.
According to Sartre, “Man is nothing else but
that which he makes of himself”. What does this mean? For me, as I reflected, man
is the source of all his decisions. He must be the one to choose and to decide
for himself. What a man does and how he acts shows his full rationality and his
full being. For example, the Samaritan decided to help poor man. This act shows
his true color that he is a good example, a good model in serving those who
need a lot of help or in danger.
Let see how Determinism, Libertarianism and
Compatibilism differ and be similar to each other. All of these show that we
decide every time and every day. But how do they differ? Determinism shows that
a person is not responsible, Libertarianism shows that a man is free, that he
may live his own life and property and that he can make his choices as long as
others are respected, and Compatibilism shows that a person is both responsible
and free at the same time.
It is said that we are attracted by the illusion
of these three. In determinism, freedom is an illusion because we are cheated
that we think we are free and we are free because we are ignorant of the
necessitating causes. These necessitating causes are the following: impulse,
composition, elements, physical, temperament, energy, happiness, passion and
the real and fictitious advantages.
For example, it is examination week and your
parents told you to study at 7pm. You were not aware that it is already 7:30pm
and you don’t know that it is already past 7 so you thought you were free. So you
were not able to study so you disobeyed your parents and failed the exam.
In the case of libertarianism, there is a rule
and when the ruler is absent, you think you are free. For example, your parents
left you alone at home because they are going somewhere. Before they left, they
told you to study your lessons and review your notes. The illusion appeared
because you know that there is a rule but the rule maker is absent so you think
you are free. It is just the same as the saying, “when the cat is out, the mice
are playing.”
But in compatibilism, you are totally and
absolutely free even if there is a rule and the ruler is present. For example,
same as the example for libertarianism but the difference is the presence of
your parents. What if they did not leave you? In the case of compatibilism, you
are still free to do anything.
To end this reflection, I would like to say that
I have less belief in superstitious beliefs and destiny. Our destiny will
depend in our decisions and how we act on it. Our decisions will lead us to
another problem that will give us a lot of choices again and will make us
decide all over and over again. We must always remember that we are free, free
to obey. If we are free to obey, we are free to follow God’s commandments and
His will. There was a misconception of freedom. They said that we are free to
do anything and whatever we want to do. I say that it is not totally true
because if we can do everything, what about the bad intentions and evil
motives? If we are free in that sense, it will be chaos all over the world.
What this really points out is that we must be free in doing everything that is
good and that is for the sake of the common good.
KNOWLEDGE
Regarding
knowledge, I was hardly hit by two of the subtopics included in the topic
KNOWLEDGE. The two are the Noesis and Noema, and the Immanence. We all know
that Noesis and Noema are two important elements in the topic knowledge. To
define, Noesis is the perceiver while the noema is something that is perceived.
These two are always interconnected to each other because if they don’t, world
war 3 might appear in the news. No, just kidding. Seriously, with the dialectic
unity of these two elements, we can really say that we are conscious that we
are really awake. In the contrary, if the two are separated from each other, we
can say that we are just dreaming or it is only in our mind.
Reflecting
on these two elements and their dialectic unity, I remembered a friend of mine
way back grade 6 told me, “Pare, tingnan mo iyon, ang chicks noh? Pustahan
tayo, may gusto iyan sa akin.”
With
what my friend told me, it is so impossible for that thing to happen. I know
that they do not know each other. Maybe my friend knows the girl but the girl does
not know my friend. It is so funny to say that my friend is so assuming, assuming
to say that the girl likes him. I know that the statement he said does not
conform with reality so I just accepted his offer. I know that I will win
because he was just using his imagination or maybe he was just day dreaming
that time. So the story ended when he was slapped by the girl and I ended there
laughing out loud with my funny bones tried to end my life that time.
Another
subtopic is the immanence. In our discussion, it is said that “study and
learning is self-study”. This statement was really glued in my mind. It is true
to say that it is only us who can teach ourselves. I have a story related to this;
I have a friend who quarreled with another friend and he was almost crazy that
he do not know how to solve that problem. So I told him, “Bro, just relax, I
have an advice for you, all you need to do is to close your eyes, relax, and
try to time travel. Think of the things when the two of you were still
together. Try to find the things that you might have done that caused your
fight.” It is only us who can solve the problem we carry because we are the one
who really know ourselves.
If this
is so, why do we need to go to school? To oppose this question, another
question is raised, what if your understanding is wrong? That is the reason why
we need to go to school.
There is another story; it is about the blind
men and the elephant. The blind men tried to know what really an elephant is.
The first man went to the tail and he thought that an elephant is a rope.
Another man went to the task and thought of an elephant as a spear. The other
one went to the body and thought of the elephant as a wall and the last one
went to the ear and thought of the elephant as a fan.
In my opinion, all of them are partly true
because they went to different parts of the animal. Because of this, they had
an initial idea what an elephant is. This is the reason why we need to go to
school – for us to learn and for us to improve our knowledge. We must also
think that we are not the only person in the world, that we are not the only
beings thinking, many are also thinking because they are rational too. We must
always try to consider what others think of and try to listen to their
opinions.
INTERHUMAN
In
respect to inter human, I had reflected on its elements. These are: social,
being and seeming, personal making present, imposition and unfolding, and
genuine dialogue, but before sharing my reflection, I would like to define the
different elements. Social is to live with each other and to have a
relationship with one another. Being is someone who really is while seeming is
what someone wishes to seem. Person making present is to confirm someone as a
creature made also by God, to accept him despite of struggles and for him to be
experienced as a whole and not as a part only. Imposition and unfolding is to
affect other people through propaganda and education. And genuine dialogue is
to exercise that degree of making someone present as a whole.
These
elements made a great compact to me. To live with other people is not that
easy. We need to know them first before we can live happily with them. Man is a
social being and we need others for us to survive. It is so hard to live in a
world where no other people exist. For us to socialize well, we need to confirm
ourselves to others that we too need to be accepted by everyone for us to
experience each other as a whole.
Living with others also needs a good attitude.
In what aspect? Being and seeming will enter this one. We must always do our
best to treat others equally as we treat ourselves. We are human so they are
human too. We must not always think for our own self and for our own benefit,
but of others too. We must be true to other people for them to accept us truly.
Who can accept a person who is a plastic or a person who is just a pretender?
No one can. No one will. So, what we must do is to be who we really are and for
us to be true to others. Another point of this is to avoid the objectification
of another human person. We must always treat others rightfully because they
also have the right to live in this world.
Another reflection I would like to share is
about the phenomenology of love. It is said that love is with romance, there is
possessing and there is being possessed, that there is sex, and falling and
standing in love.
To share my love life, I met a girl and she has
the characteristics of the girl I want to be my girlfriend. Not really want,
but NEED. Honestly, I fell for her when we became best of friends. After
falling for her, I stood up and did everything I can do so that I will be given
the honor to be called as her boyfriend. Of course, I am after the title. Yes,
with the title. Because according to Chinese philosophy, we must act according
to our title. For me, I would like to act the right way as her boyfriend. All I
want is for her to be happy and to live the rest of my life with her. Of
course, I can do it without the title. With or without the title, I am certain
that I love her.
In love there is reciprocality. What does this
means? It means that love has a give and take notion that when you give something,
you will return something. Same as what we are doing, I care for her, I accept
her, I trust her, I make her happy, I cherish her, I am honest to her, I
respect her, I understand her, I am loyal to her, I am patient for her, I am
obedient to her, I am open-minded for her and I love her. I don’t want her to
be sad, to cry. All I do is to make her happy, to let her make her own
decisions and to support her. Same as her, she does it for me too – that is
reciprocality.
DEATH
In
philosophy, it is easy to explain something or express your thoughts if you
experienced it already. With this topic, it is hard to reach. Anyway, we must
try to learn all the possibilities in the world even if we do not experienced
them at all.
There
were points in the phenomenology of death by Martin Heidegger. Death is the
completion of life because it ends the life of a person. With death, a person
loses potentiality to do something and is no longer there because he is no
longer a being. A human being can do anything he wants and can think, while a
dead person does not have these characteristics anymore.
Every
being has their end. There is no being without end. I have an end, you have an
end and we have an end. Nothing in this world will remain. Everything will end
because through end, it completes the essence of a human person. Relating to
Hegel’s philosophy in his triadic movement, the thesis always contains the
antithesis. For other philosophers, it is not true for blue to have an opposite
of not-blue. But for Hegel, it is possible because through thesis, antithesis
is born. There will be no antithesis if the thesis is not possible, and it is
not possible for a thesis to have no antithesis.
His
thesis is the being, and antithesis is the nothing. There will be no nothing if
there is no being, and being is impossible to have no nothing. For the
unification of the two, the synthesis connects each other. The synthesis, now,
is Becoming. Becoming is the process where the being will develop itself so
that it will lead to its perfection.
For
example, a baby is born to his parents, then he or she will grow to childhood
where he or she will play around with his or her playmates, giggle with them,
play with them, fight with them, quarrel with them and enjoy with them. Then
this child will turn into adolescence where he or she will try to know where he
or she wants to go, what he or she wants to do, and to ask himself or herself
what to do with his or her life. Here he or she will experience struggles in
life and try to learn from these problems. Then, adulthood will follow. Here,
he or she is now ready to apply for a job, and to have and live with his or her
family until the time when he or she becomes a grandparent. Then, time will
come, he or she will die. From being comes nothing.
In the process of triadic movement, we can see
that it has a beginning and an end. It begins with being, then becoming, and
ends with nothing. When it has being, it consists of the different characteristics
of a being that can be present in the world and can be actively participating
with other beings.
When these beings become nothing, its life is
finally completed, completed in a way that his or her beingness came to its
final goal, to be with God. When a being becomes nothing, the characteristics
of a being will be removed. It loses its potentiality to do something, it can
no longer be there, and it is impossible for it to exist.
Related to this is the authenticity of a being
towards death. In this situation, a being accepts the fact that its existence
has ended and can no longer be experienced by other beings. For example, my
authenticity will rely in the way I face my fate. If I am going to die, I must
accept it.
A while ago, I said that if there is thesis,
there is also its opposite, the antithesis. If there is an authentic being,
there is also an inauthentic being. This kind of being is a being that does not
accept the fact that its existence will end already.
So, in our Christian doctrine, we must do what
is good for the sake that it is good so that by the time when we reached our
limit, it will be easy for us to accept our fate.
GOD
We
are Roman Catholic Christians and we believe that there is a Supreme Being that
guides us every time and every day. And this Supreme Being is God. But, to know
God and to know that there is some One who helps us, we must try to learn and
understand His existence. His existence was explained by St. Thomas Aquinas
through his five ways, his cosmological arguments.
The
five arguments are the: argument on motion, argument on causation, argument on
contingency and necessity, argument on perfection, and the argument on the
Intelligent Design.
In
the first argument, the argument on motion, I reflected that all things in the
world are changing. There is nothing in the world that remains as it is. Of
course it transfers from something to another something because everything has
its potency to change. It is believed that the motion caused for this change is
also caused by another thing before it was caused and before it caused another
cause. For example, I am writing an essay now is caused that I opened the
computer, and because of the cause that I need to pass this requirement for me
to pass the subject. It is true but before that cause, there is also something
that caused it to happen. Everything is caused by the successive motions and
these successive motions by someone who does not need to be caused, and it is
said and proved that God is the one who caused everything to happen. He is the
prime mover.
On
the second argument, the argument on causation, it is similar to the first
argument but the point here is that there must be something that must cause the
other things to move. And that someone does not change that’s why He is not in
this world. He is the ultimate cause of everything because there is nothing
that causes Him to exist, and He is God.
Reflecting
on the third argument, the argument on contingency and necessity, I thought of
things that they are all possible. It possible for me to pass the exam, it is
possible for me to fail the subject, it is possible for me to come up with a
beautiful term paper and so many possibles. Because of these possibles, we can
say that there is someone who made things possible, it is God.
On
the fourth, the argument on perfection, we know that there are different
categories in this world. In terms of beauty, we can say that there is ugliest,
uglier, ugly, beautiful, more beautiful and most beautiful. But how can we say
that we can tell these categories? Because of the fact that we have the idea
that God is the most perfect Being and He is our basis why we have such
categories.
On
the last argument, I’ve been thinking this when I was a little boy. How could
there be someone who made these things beautifully and in order? The trees
grow, bear fruits and die. The beings have their differences such as their
thumb marks, face, DNA, characteristics, actions, way of moving or walking or
standing and sitting. I also realized it in the game NBA 2K12 because in there,
the players have different and unique way of shooting the ball. Another
observation is why the planets never collide? There is only one answer; there
is a Super Intelligent Designer who designed these things like these. And that
Super Intelligent Designer is God.
My
faith is strong and I know that there is really a God. Now, my faith became
stronger because at least I have the proofs.
LIFE
I
love myself and I want to take care of myself. We have our responsibility to
take care of our life because it is given by God to us. The Supreme Being gave
it to us Himself. We are given the chance to live our life so we need to grab
the chance and live our life properly.
From
this moment, I could say that I want to live. I have my own plans for myself –
to finish my course, to have a degree, to study masters and doctorate, to have
my own family, and to find job for me to supply my family its needs. These are
the reasons why I want to live. It is so happy to live with the people you love
the most.
But
life is said to be absurd because even if we want to know the truth, it is hard
for us to search for it and to understand it. Life is for us to continue living
but it is also difficult to live if we do not understand our surroundings. What
matters most is not the truth but by the fact that it is worth living. That is
what Camus said.
For
us to understand the world, we must live in the world. We must learn things
that occur in the world. We know that it is difficult but we must try to
understand it. For example, it is easy to study a book because its contents
don’t change, but what about the world? We know that the world is continuously
changing that’s why we find it hard to understand.
For
example, a girl’s father told her to study hard so that she will find a good
job, have her own family or go abroad. But when the girl finished her studies,
her father will just tell her to stay so that she will able to support her
parents.
Difficult
to understand it is but we must face it because it is the truth. All we need to
do is to accept it and live our life happily with the ones we love.